Thursday, May 12, 2005

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Circumstance is lonely.
The weeks move like the traffic. They drag on until you don't notice them anymore. I can see how people forget to exist. Last summer I had a conversation with death, I think he had something to says about living. I don't remember anymore. Nobody else seemed to hear him.


*This has been an experimental vocabulary expression, where words have ofen failed. In other words, don't hold me to it.

9 comments:

Seriously said...

i pine for you holmes. i'm prayin' g.

KMOB said...

keith, since i don't get to see you too often, i'm not always around to tell how you are doing. conversations with death aren't always easy. i can spew all of the normal 'be thankful' 'do something with yourself' 'this was meant to happen' kind of stuff, but i don't need to. you know these things already, and there are often of little solace. i want to share something personal with you, cause i think that's much more valuable.

my mom said that when she was pregnant with me, that she knew i was going to be born for a reason. a special purpose if you will. talking about this while i was growing up, we both came to the realization that i might not ever know what that exact purpose was, but no matter because it was still there. god has me here for a specific purpose, just like He has you here too. don't shirk your responsibility to that. not knowing what that purpose is leaves you one thing to do.

while i was driving back home to oregon once, god distinctly spoke to my thoughts. a complete concept not my own came into my mind, and i knew it was from him. he gave me the answer to what i am to do. He said 'Learn to become more like my Son, and you will be ready for anywhere that i send you.'

your personal cross is a heavier one than most could bare. God knows this, and the only reason that you have it is because you are man enough (as He has made you) to be able to not only take up that cross everyday... but man enough to give it away. it's not your burden to bare anymore. give him your yolk.

i love you man

Andrew said...

nolan-

keep rocking. you've seen too much to give up now. if it means anything to you, i look up to you quite a bit.

in other news, does it stike you as odd that jesse, if you didn't know any better, could be taken for a gang member from his comments?

word.

kcs said...

Thanks guys. Do not fret. I'm cool. just wanted to attempt putting in to words how I sometimes feel. I'm sure I'm not alone. We all feel like no one else understands. It's what makes Tweedy so cool.

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