...Although, a 30" inseam is about 4 inches too long. I promise to one day revolutionize the world of apparel with my attire for the less then common, often overlooked (pun originally not intended, then decidedly intended) men of shorter stature. Is 5'7" really that short? But as I said, this being short business is not that, which I wish to discuss. My desire to revolutionize the world, however, may be closer to the point.
I've got a complex. I would like you all to greatly appreciate me. I want you all to love me not for who I am but for what I've done and can do. I live a majority of my life in my head, and in my head I do great things. I must stop here to note that in my head no specific "great things" happen. It is simply the "great things" idea bouncing endlessly in place, never really developing into much of any idea.
I am sure this desire for appreciation and affirmation, has a great deal to do with my draw to music, or to art in general. For those who don't know, when I was young I was a pretty good artist, basic drawing and painting. Don't get me wrong, we would all laugh at it today, no doubt. But at least my hands were able to give a relatively good interpretaion of what my eyes saw. I'm not sure what happened to my love of drawing and painting. Once I moved to California I just never found a place for it. It just kinda stopped. I feel the same thing happening to my music right now. I just can't find a place for it.
So anyways... like I was saying.. I think I'm the shit, All I'm missing are some great ideas. Maybe if I sit here long enough I'll find them.
(I'm not sure if I made any points or conclusions or sense but I'm done now. Thanks)
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