my computer is made of anger and it is infecting me.

...like a virus. Does anybody have a tiger I can barrow? I bought a new airport to relieve me of my leashes, it needs a tiger or a leopard. Torrents don't seem to be helping. they only restart my computer and fail to continue the installation process. I thought the solution would be to burn them to cd mimicing the real installation process. Then I discovered blank Cd-rs don't show up on my desktop anymore. Once upon a time they did. This makes burning files hard. I asked apple and they said, "I don't know, that's weird." I said, "yay, weird!"

I'm having these headaches again, but I think I might now know what they are. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow so I'll find out for sure then. Or not, doctors don't have all the answers. So I was searching webmd.com for some answers and ran across this article on cluster headaches. This sounds so much like what has been going on with me. It even explains the 2 years of "remission" that often happen, and the 1-3 times daily, the pain that wakes you in the middle of the night. I felt so much better just knowing a possible answer. We'll see what the doctor says

Since November 16th I've been having headaches, at least once a day. They usually occur in the morning, which makes for a rude awakening. Some are more bearable then others. The pain is percise, starting in my right temple and shooting through the back of my eye. This morning they woke me at a little before 5:00. After a horrible few sleepless hours our alarm went off. I called in sick, took so tylenol pm, curled up on the couch, cried, tossed and turned and fell asleep an hour later. I woke up about 12:00 feeling like a bad hangover. so I guess I'm feeling better. I wish these words were exagerations.

never the less, Friends and family make holidays happy
Thanksgiving was grand.

I woke up today with one of the worst headaches I have ever experiened, for the second day in a row. It felt like this:

speaking of which... NPR has been doing a pretty cool story about a 56 year old bus driver who has "embarked on a quest to discover the story behind the procedure he received as a 12-year-old boy."