Thursday, June 09, 2005

In one month...

I will get to quit my job for free!

I am now at -3.25 hours of PTO (paid time off). This is a great improvement from the -50 hrs I started the year at. This means that in a month from now, when I plan to quit, I will be at 7 hours of PTO. Therefore, I will not owe my money for paid vacations I haven't earned when I leave, allowing me to quit my job for free! Almost as great as roll-over minutes...

I will love school like a long lost friend. I will kiss the ground it is built on. I will build. I want to build, I want to educate, I want to learn, I want to have done this 3 years ago with the rest of my friends. I want to go to seminary. My happiest work was reading at diedrechs with coffee in hand, preparing lessons for the college and young adults groups. I liked it completely selfishly. It gave me an excuse to teach my self a thing or two. Maybe someone else learned something to.

I will be a Teacher/Pastor/builder. I want to feel my work with every part of me.

I love music, but sometimes I feel like I'm holding on to a dream. I just don't wanna let down the 12 year old me. Maybe I was meant to be the 40 year old picker doing worship every week. And maybe that isn't as sad as it sounds, cause in 15 years I will care even less what you think. And hopefully I'll be able to say the same of myself.

2 comments:

t.l. blagg said...

That is great man...
Love what you do...and love the one you're with! Couldnt help the obvious song tie in. Oh and thanks for the advice about the reunion. I will bring my own pen just in case.

kcs said...

probably. for some reason...I just don't remember that much.